by Reja-e-Busailah
My Seeing Eye dog senses we are bent
on a long journey, long enough to keep us for a full day
chained to one seat on one plane.
She goes out of her mind with zeal,
like a child in the act of opening
the long-awaited present,
dream being realized,
and before I know it,
before we set out,
she has thrown all temperance to the dogs
and emptied to the drains
a bowl of water bubbling to the brim:
She knows
as though trafficking with powers
far above and beyond my ken;
and that’s the full extent of her innocence
and that’s the full limit of her association.
Then in despair I tear my hair,
or what is left of it,
less over what has passed
than over what is to come:
My vision,
my guide through the world’s pitfalls and snares
the only guardian to whose care
I would commit my whole being,
she who empowers me to make myself at home
in the mightiest of cities
most awe-inspiring,
she who enables me to relish
the Big Apple to the fullest,
frees me of fear when at its beaches,
its parks, its avenues, and squares,
at its stations grand, small, and modest,
in office, store, restaurant, and classroom,
she who fills me with fearlessness
when down deep in its big belly,
among the terrible snakes of B.M.T.s and I.R.T.s lying still or running,
not far from the treacherous serpent
disguised as the Third Rail.
She knows all,
and yet this angel,
this guardian angel,
can see no farther after all
than those who designed the feathered arrow
and took time off to rest,
and watched a dream the fall of albatross,
or than those who engender,
just to gaze spellbound,
that device, wondrous and beastly,
which travels far and fast
to bust the kidneys and bladders of continence.
Both she and they are cause-conscious,
both consequence-blind
in their calculations and traffickings
except when the shrewd inventors
are in the custody of cup or bottle:
Then in all fairness they do hold an edge,
a decisive edge over her,
for they can tell, she can’t I think,
the compelling if serpentine link
between first blush and crucial kiss,
between, pardon the impropriety, guzzle and piss—
the kind of chain least on a Seeing Eye’s mind.
Reja-e Busailah was born in Jerusalem and now lives in Indiana, U.S. He has been totally blind since infancy, from before the end of his first year. He has published poems in a variety of little magazines on different subjects. This poem is from a collection of poems, Poems Out of Sight, which he hopes to publish in the near future. Reja-e also in the process of having a memoir about his childhood published within the next few months.