by Darragh the Poet
Now that wasn’t all that hard, was it? Now if she just knew the half of it. Awaken by a wrapping at my door Taken from me this day the norm I stumble and trail myself to the door Eyes plundered from sight months before Greetings from a teacher, from a friend, greetings from a Godsend. Reluctance from a student, from a cripple, irritance I can’t mend. Hands shaken and accolades shared but its for this day I am unprepared Elbow in hand she guides me to my chair As I trace her arm down to where my back rests fair She tells me of my new life to come and how it shall be But right now I can’t see anything so whats the point for me Venturing to the car as sounds creep in I hear the days battles What awaits for me out there but chatters My small view on a world so exspansive No conformation of the steps ahead of me Sitting in her car as we travel into the depths of hell as my head begins to swirl The window lowered while my sub-conscious unknowingly absorbs the speaking world Approaching our destination from circles traveled and many stops passed Finally coming to rest in a place no more framiliar than the memories to come everlast I step out from the car into this new jungle, this new planet Unfold my cane using two tap skim to fan it Back and fourth in step to find my shoreline Barking dogs, speeding cars, footfall of people are combined I pause to listen to the world speak to me As I hear a new way that is to be me Wall of cars in the street stampeding by on the road like a herd of wild animals running by on their path to a hunt. Crossing signals chirpping high above on light poles like birds in the amazon singing in rain forrest trees from above. She stands beside me and says this to me Now that wasn’t all that bad, was it? I begin my trek through this jungle amungst the trees and wild beasts Carving pathways and ruts to follow a path unseen Stampeding animals to my left and mountain sides on my right And it is my dime tip telling me where to go Pedestrians walking by in line in pace with life like soldiers marching to the neighboring kingdom on looking to us as though we were an oddity not to speak as to give away our obvious blindness and disability. Rather a commodity and a new ability Tapping sounds off sides of objects Echoing down tunnels and off deadly cliff edges Wind gusts breaking through openings and shadow sounds hiding in the dark Marching soldiers gaulking in awe as I alone conquer a new kingdom An internal uprising to rebel against vision My ears lead my feet as my cane makes the split descision A root exposed in the pathway and my feet graze over Curb edges keep me in line as I carve my own path Parking meters say hi as I pass and light poles hum their tunes I come to the curbcut and its domed dots of declaration Wind of cars in stride intersected by crossing sounds of vehicles I did it, I made it one city block I finally proclaimed this. Now that wasn’t all that hard, was it? Now if she just knew the half of it.Darragh became totally blind after a head trauma in 2004. He says that a lot of his writing has his visions as a blind person that he sees in people or dreams. You can see more of Darragh’s poetry own at www.welcometodarragh.blogspot.com.
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